sjsprWriting

I want to create something so great that will remain here in this world, and extend my existance. Even when I am not present in flesh and bones, the memory of me would remain in other people's current thoughts. And not necessarily the memory of me, because I am not a uniquely transcendental person to be remembered forever. I want a work of art to be remembered and defy my course of nature, which is to dissapear into the abiss of death. For this, I have to let myself be a unique individual that does not copy from other's ideas. But history is so large at this point, that it is hard to create something new. Its all taken up, even if it is by people who lived on the phase of this earth thousands of years ago. How do artists come up with unique songs. I cannot think of a new beat. People who have the power to create new beats, to me, are out of this world and have a power that is beyond what god has allowed. I criticize all the people who create songs that sound the same as another current song on the radio, because that is not true tallent. I think that if I want to leave my print in this world forever, I have to earn that power that comes from an unknown place so very little individuals come to obtain. But how will I find this place? No have no clue.