sjsprWriting

  My biggest problem is getting furiously mad about hypothetical situations. Those absurdities that make no sense? Those made-up schemes your mind creates to screw with you? Those situations that will most likely never actually happen? Those are things that I can’t stop freaking thinking about.

Maybe I wake up from a dream in which my brother poisoned my food. He tried to kill me only because I ate the last pizza. After entering the real world and processing this imaginary scenario, I legitimately get mad at him even if it were just a dream.

Or maybe I’m scrolling through my Twitter timeline and I see a picture of a pretty girl. So, I imagine my boyfriend walking past her in the street and checking her out. I get mad.

Or just maybe I’m daydreaming and I imagine a fight between someone else and I. And they say something mean and I wittingly reply, but I’m still mad that they would theoretically say that.

Why do I get mad? I don’t fucking know why – that’s the problem. I guess I just can’t help being irrational.