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     I hate everything.

     I hate school. I hate how I get to see my friends every day. Oh wait, I hate my friends too. I hate my friends that are never there for me. I hate everyone in my grade. I hate my teachers because they care so much about my future. I hate my senior lounge because it has a pool table and video games. I hate the electives I've chosen. I hate the major I'm interested in, and I hate the colleges I'm applying to. But at least I love the school food.

     I hate my life. I hate how I have parents that love me and care about me. I hate how I have two siblings that are pretty cool. I hate the big house I live in, and I hate Carolina. I hate everything I own, and I hate everyone I know. I hate the kindness of some of my friends, and I hate the intelligence of my other friends. I hate how everyone is different but at the same time bonded through unique similarities. But at least I love marijuana.

     I hate God, and I hate Jesus. I hate how he has blessed me with a wonderful life. I hate the way his son died to save me from hell. I hate how I had the opportunity to go to Young Life camp twice. I hate all the people I met there. I hate how then I gave up one whole month of my summer to volunteer in Work Crew. I especially hate everyone I met this past summer. I hate Dai'Meer and her beautiful story, and I hate Neil and his amazing story, and I hate Grace and her wonderful story. I hate Christianity.

     Now, switch the word "hate" for love.

James Blake - Limit To Your Love

FKJ - Learn to Fly (ft. Jordan Rakei)