sjsprWriting

I find myself here today because of choices I have made in the past, mostly thinking about my future. I’m pretty sure I was not thinking about today or tomorrow or maybe even the next day, but more about what I wanted to do with my life. My recent motivation about my future has begun to propel me to make better and smarter decisions than I have ever done before. The plan I have, is to become a doctor in the future, in order to help others fulfill their dreams and experience the wonders life has to offer. However, if there is something I have noticed about life is that it mostly never goes according to plan, and even though you may think that you are prepared for change, you’re not. Life brings change whenever you least expect it, and sometimes you just have to deal with it. Sometimes, I think about all the possibilities that I have in life and it scares me, so I try to plan things out and see if it all goes accordingly, even though I know they might not. My thoughts wander sometimes and as they do I play in my head everything that I could achieve, whether it is becoming a doctor, an engineer, an entrepreneur or anything else. This scares me, but at the same time I wonder that if what I want to be is not what is meant for me. Thoughts like those is what makes think about everything I have done and will do because sometimes we just have to let life run its course for a while in order to see what is truly meant for us.